I hate that they are called triggers

I hate this because of how accurate the term is. My assault happened while I slept. I am scared of the dark now. Or people being near me. I am so scared of basic things because of this. Someone brushing by me in the store can send me into orbit. Yet I just push it way down. And just implode in my car. My triggers are in so ways so stupid. But to me they’re world stopping. I can’t use sheets because if they brush me while I sleep. I will have full blown panic attacks.

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